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1 - My best friends are.
2 - What I hate most about myself.
3 - What I love most about myself.
4 - What I’m really good at.
5 - What I’m really bad at.
6 - Biggest turn ons.
7 - Biggest turn offs.
8 - What I want to be when I get older.
9 - My relationship with my sibling(s).
10 - My relationship with my parents.
11 - My idea of a perfect date.
12 - My biggest pet peeves.
13 - A description of the boy I like.
14 - A description of the person I dislike the most.
15 - A reason I’ve lied to a friend.
16 - Where I have lived before.
17 - A description of the family I want to have when I’m older.
18 - What my greatest achievements are.
19 - What I hate the most about school.
20 - How my last kiss when down.
21 - Most embarrassing moment.
22 - What my last text message says.
23 - What words upset me the most.
24 - What words make me the best about myself.
25 - A description of my self-esteem.
26 - A description of my best friend.
27 - The reason behind my last break up.
28 - My favourite songs right now.
29 - A wish that I’ve wished for repeatedly on 11:11.
30 - An internal conflict I have with myself.
31 - The meanest thing anyone has ever said to me.
32 - The sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me
My dad actually sent this to me :) this really spoke to me though:
USED vs LOVED
While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up a stone
And scratched lines on the side of the car.In anger, the man took the child’s hand and hit it many times;
First off there was father’s day and that ended up in tears quite literally. Fallowed by me acting like a five year old staring at the wall ignoring everyone letting the meds my doctors have decided its good to give me make me foggy. I kinda like the feeling now when I’m sad its like here take some more pills and you won’t be able to feel a thing, I miss that not being able to feel anything but mom realized I’ve been skimming off the top of the medicine cabinet so to speak. all of the medicine cabinet, its her fault for making me crave the feeling of nothingness but I have stopped such bad behavior so… anyways today was awesome i feel freaking fantastical for the first time in forever so woot, hopefully tomorrow will be much like today i know im crazy and im sorry for the two people who actually read this blog
I woke up today at 12pm after sleeping all through the night which is so rare i can’t really remember the last time i did. Then the whole day was just blurry like all the meds are making my head feel like a swamp that i can’t swim through not that i can swim. Now that I’m actually awake I remember, I remember the look my brother gave me while i ate a small bowl of low fat cereal, it was like he was saying what are you thinking fat people aren’t allowed to eat. Although maybe I am just imagining it all the looks might just be in my head after all, maybe im obsessing. But i do know whats not in my head the calories. I still count them in my head its like a compulsion i can’t stop a habit i can’t break im addicted to it. But at least i ate today right? Ya cus it feels great *super sarcasm in case you didn’t get that one* on the upside my ankle didn’t hurt like a bitch first time since the surgery woot! Idk whats wrong with me lately i feel like since i moved im back to all my old dangerous habits or at least on the edge of them. Like im standing on the edge of a cliff, don’t worry though i have no intention of jumping off…..just sleeping through it lol.. tomorrow is fathers day, i still havent decided weather im calling him or not maybe if i dont wake up all day long it wont matter either way and i wont have to decide…lol way to deflect, or maybe thats just avoidance ok this post is way to long so goodbuys till tommorrow :)
This is one of the most amazing thing’s Ive seen on Tumblr.
Jesus.
This is strangely moving.
